new years resolution:

to be where i am.

im sitting in the dark.

sleep has not been my friend the past few days. mainly because my mind is racing with a million and two thoughts.

1] i am so blessed.

2] i am so undeserving.

Dear Friends whom i love ( you know who you are because i've told you so),

i think of you always. though i may not show it or speak it, the depths of my love are....deep [for lack of something poetic].....what im trying to say is: you bless me daily. and for that i am thankful.

im learning to treat you more kindly. you have a beautiful soul and a heart and mind to match. let me not discourage you!

love, Hannah

im not ready to go back. not yet. but i will be! once i've accomplished a few things.

p.s. have i mentioned that i want this one?

gaaaaahhh

so very annoyed/frustrated/other words that describe anger and irritation.

uuuggggghhhh!!!! gggaaaaahhhhh!!

it sucks how the simplest things can ruin hours of wonderful time with Jesus.

.............grrrr.

after christmas

these cameras. i want.

this is holga. she takes nice photos.

this is diana. she also takes nice photos.

walden pond. concord, ma

snoooow snooow snoooow!!!

have i mentioned that it's snowing here in wenham, ma?

well, it is.

joy!

im serious friends, it's like something out of a fairytale.

i mean really?

this is my new friend, ellex, you may remember her from an earlier post. she is so wonderful and we went for a walk around the pond.

i kept telling her that i expected the Snow Queen to just show up everywhere and invite us to her icy castle. which we of course would have accepted. duh.

UGH! and it was the perfect time of day for shooting photos!

it was a splendid way to spend my sunday. absolutely splendid.

a few things

three psalms i encourage you to read today:

Psalm 51 --> keep in mind, David wrote this after he commited sin concerning Bathsheba.

"Restore unto me the joy of Your salvation"

"The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit, a broken and contrite heart - these, O God, You will not despise."

Psalm 73 -->probably one of my most favorite because the sturggle of desiring the world and thinking that they have it better eoff then i, as a christian, does, is a very familiar struggle.

"Truly God is good to Israel, to such as are pure in heart"

" Whom have i in heaven but You? and there is non upon earth that i desire besides You. my flesh and my heart fail; but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever."

Psalm 139 --> a classic.

"Search me, O God, and know my heart; try me and know my anxietied; and see if there is any wicked way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting."

i kinda miss my england. and my england team. if you can't tell. =]